I have really had not inspiration to blog lately. I need your prayers heavily because Satan is really attacking me through my job. I am absolutely miserable and I hate it because teaching has always been a passion and calling for me…there has never been a time when I just abosolutely did not want to go to work, until now. I just don’t understand why God would put me somewhere that makes me so miserable, and I am afraid of turning into one of those “bitter, has-been” teachers (you all have probably experienced one of these in the past!!) I am just really beat down and torn up about it.
On a side note…today is Justin’s birthday. I am so thankful for him and for the way he has stepped up to lead our family. He has been a rock for us, especially through all of this change, and I have and continue to witness God working in his life…I know that He has great plans for Justin, and I am so glad to be a part of them!! Justin, thank you for being such a wonderful husband and father. You have been so patient and supportive for all of us!! I love you…happy birthday!!:)
Kendall I am so sorry! I hope things get better! I am praying for you! We love you guys and are so glad ya’ll are apart of Canvas! I can’t wait to get down there so we can hang our more! We had fun Monday night!
I will be praying for you. I can really sympathise with you, I too have had a job I in which I was miserable. No telling what God has in this for you but it probably has something to do with increasing your faith as you have to depend more on Him. In my case it was because He had other plans for me (a calling I had had since I was a little girl) & was asking me to quit my job but with no clue as to how that income would be replaced. At the end of the school year I quit my job & immediatly God, amost to the dollar, replaced my income.
I will pray that God will sustain you through this.
Right after leaving the above comment I went to my devotional for the day & below is the link. I really felt lead to pass this on to you:
http://www.lproof.org/Devotions/2006/APainfulDeliverance.html